IN LOVING MEMORY OF SABRINA

I miss everything about you my precious  princess Sabrina (aka Bambi)..

When you came into our lives..

You had already shared & lived most of your life with Craig, Leanne, Amber & Jadine..

So often you would just stare at me..

It made me smile every time (my little weirdo)..

& I’d stare right back into your bright eyes..

A Silent conversations .. one possibly too painful for me to say or even hear..

My eyes said..

Please don’t leave.. it’s too soon.. I need you..

Your eyes shining brightly said..

I won’t leave you.. no care or complaint of your own tiny body already broken, fading away & weakening more every day..

I then knew.. You wouldn’t never leave on your own..

I am so very sorry for making it hard for you to leave… And thank you for accepting me in your life &  letting me love you the last year & half..

At 16 you have given so much of yourself..

It’s only about you now baby girl..

No rules..

No restriction..

AND MOST OF ALL..

No limits…

Run my beautiful Bambi.. Run..

Bite waves on the beach..

Chase birds in a field…

Be a “bitch” whenever you want..

          you earned the title..

Be the sweet loving girl you hide..

           Angels need to fly with pride..

And when you feel like being quiet..

Put your paws up.. think of me & smile..

And just know I love you unconditionally..

The only way to love.. As you taught me..

If you look down & see me crying..

It was because Im sorry I had to end your pain..

We will be together someday.. the one truth is we all end up dying..

 Sleep sweet my precious baby girl..